4am Entry

04:31 AM Manila time. First day of grave yard shift. I am still disoriented, I haven't had much sleep for the last 12 hours. I was supposed to, but my sister dragged me to mall just to find a perfect swim suit that would fit her for their company outing annd Mann, it took us 4 long hours. She had a hard time fitting all the bikinis she wants. All looks great, pretty and colorful but the thing is, She's fat. lol so no matter how good those bikinis, we were like,fit-try and get another one and finally decide to put everything back to the Rack.sigh! 

Good thing, after everything, she bought a couple of one piece bright neon color -in XXXL. lol

So I headed to work right after that and I had about 4 minutes to catch my breathe before I time in. Good! I was not late.

But.. I'm starting to hate this surrounding. I love my job but not the people around me.

They all seem like a dog to me. They bark and they bite. It's their nature. Sorry, I know I shouldn't be saying this here, a lot of people might read this because this is actually a public blog.But then again, who cares? That's how I feel or at least right now because I'm suffering from colds and clogged nose and nobody wants to offer their Kleenex brand tissues whenever I sneeze.(mine was empty)

It's a dog-eat-dog- kind of world.

but whatever, anyway, I had a stress reduction kit posted on my table that I would love to offer with them. ;)

Directions:

1. Place kit on firm surface.
2. Follow directions in circle of kit.
3. Repeat step 2 as necessary or until uncomscious.
4. In unconscious, cease stress reduction activity.

Sometimes I wonder if love is worth fighting for. If it's worth crying all night that you end up sleeping at work. If it is, then I wouldn't mind sleeping whole day. If it is..

Pool party

I was really paranoid when we were in the bus yesterday on the way to Laguna.
I can't help but recall the bus blast incident. So I was like:
"can we move forward? I don't want to sit in middle row" .
I was with my office mate and she told me to just relax and forget about that and enjoy the ride, but I said.
"Why can't we just take a cab"
 and she was like:
"Are you kidding me? Cab? Manila to Laguna? Are you willing to pay thousand of bucks just for a single ride? Where in fact we can have it for fifty five pesos here in this bus!"
"There's no bomb threat in cabs." I answered back.
"But there's a  lot of Psycho drivers." She defended.
So I said "Fine." and put on my phone's headset.
Leaving all the worries behind, enjoying the RnB sound,the temperature and the view outside annnd to my surprised-It feels good. Getting away from the busy place.

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Pasita Comlplex,Laguna sounds far to me but it took us just thirty minutes to get there.
My office mate's daughter is eventually celebrating her birthday  so it wasn't a surprise when I saw the place- color pink is everywhere! and the theme of the party? DORA the explorer-nice. hehehe

Her name is Althea  and she looks much like Dora minus the backpack :))

blue,pink and purple balloons and the Simmon's private pool.

Dora! Dora!

pink and chocolate coated heart freebies!

 Dora loot bags and Disney princesses notebooks are some of the giveaways.

 

  Mr. and Mrs. Simmon

The place is cool and the food is awesome ,drinks are everywhere so I'm just waiting for someone to roll with me, pero wala.. they just want to enjoy with the kids instead, so i decided to drink alone.

Sanmig light.chupachups.pool water.full moon.

 

We were not allowed to wear swimsuits (yes) because there were a lot of kids around and they thought it might be a little kind of distraction to  them :))

 

So we have no choice but to swim with our tees and shorts on.

 Agua Bendita

 (Rose and I)

 

 (the tomb raider look LOL)

but as soon as the party for kids was over, we jumped in the pool again with... almost nothing! haha

(mel and I)

HAHA. Did I ever mention before that my biggest dream when I was young is to be a .. mermaid. HAHAHA

P.S.

Found this photo of Paris from US Magazine.com

wala lang :)

Sweet Valentine

Sooo.. It's almost valentine! and guess what? I'm not having a date or something. I will be working tomorrow in eight long hours, Cupid has been careless with his arrows again and hit me by mistake :( sooo.. no valentine date for the year 2011!

Annndd because of that, I'm considering buying myself any sweets to brighten my mood, console my self and cheer my self up. Guilty as charged: No more sugar diet. :)

 

colorful! super sweet! I can eat a lot of these in hour! FYI. HAHA.

 Hello Kitty! chocolate coated! yummy....

Tomorrow, I'm planning to watch You Again (again) haha. I loove this movie and if you're gonna be alone this Valentine (like me) I definitely have to say that you should watch it! Spare the pop corn! brag some sweet stuff! You have an excuse to skip diet and that's because it's valentine and you're alone and dateless! Life is unfair! LOL

PS.

I found this  5 COLORED BEAD LUMINOUS HIGHLIGHTER in Face book and I thought that it's just soo cute!

and this Kiss! Kiss! Lip Scrub that comes with a cute jar!

and this Tony Moly mini berry lip balm!

why it was called Tony Moly I have no freaking Idea! LOL

Check out Apple's shop in FB for variety of Korean awesome makeups!

PPS.

 Mas masarap pang kayakap ang mga bata pag Valentine season! Happy Valentines! :))

EMO MUCH.

When I was eight I used to think that love is like a can of jellybean. Not because of any reason but because I just love jellybean! :) I grew up having enough attention needed of a daughter to a parent. I saw them getting old and growing up as a couple with much love and respect. They showed me what love suppose to be like and how should I nurture it once it hits me.

And then it hit me. Hard. And then guess what? It wasn't like a jellybean after all. It wasn't that colorful. It was suffocating. I was getting disappointed each day. And I wonder if it's the kind of love that my parents were talking about, because they were contented and happy and I wasn't.

Eighteen years later. I thought that love is like a sand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away and the more you try to hold on the more it's making you weak.

I never expected that it would be this hard. They didn't tell me that It would be like hell. They didn't tell me that I have to be strong. They made me believe that it's like a candy cane-sweet and you'll ask for more.

Tell me,is it true?

Tell me,is it too late?