TODAY I HAVE LEARNED..

- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.


and also..

IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER..

I would have talked less and listened more.

I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained and the sofa faded.

I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.

I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.

I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.

I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.

I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television - and more while watching life.

I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband.

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.

I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.

Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.

When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner."

There would have been more "I love yous"... more "I'm sorrys"...but mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute... look at it and really see it...live it...and never give it back.

Be courageous and bold. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did.

Heyy, I'm not dying! I  just want these posted so I can share it with you guys! and also to extend my sympathy and condolence to all the victim of the bus blast. :(

Hall of fame

Yess! The connection is awesome tonight so I was able to have a major renovation in cityville! :) But uhmm,I'm not goin' to talk about Cityville or how stupid Globe is when it comes to connection.(peace) Lemme talk about Makati City Hall and how awesome the place is! yup! you heard it right!

So after NBI,our Human Resources department is again pressuring me (lol) to pass all the necessary docs,so I had to do it whenever I had time, like today.

I woke up early and went straight to Muntinlupa Cityhall to request for a certified true copy of my son's birth certificate since there were no records found yet in NSO.
I could say less,the place is full packed as expected.Crowded and I  hate it.
Good thing was, I got the copy earlier than I expected.
So from Muntinlupa, I took a cab to get to Makati City Hall and in less than 15 minutes,I was already there.

NSO-Makati (located at the old Makati Cityhall) is the nearest branch to me (according to Wikipedia) since I'm from Pembo.

I was expecting the same thing when I was about to get there but luckily,there were just few people in line.

I took the chance.

The only thing I didn't like is that there were windows 9,10 and 11 but only window 11 is available for the people.

But anyway,the old lady in window 11 told me that I have to go back in 30 minutes after I paid for it.I said Okay,fine whatever (just kidding).

  

So I decided to look around and have something to eat,I asked Manong guard if there's any food chain near the area but He said no need to look for a food chain because at the back of the NSO office is actually a Carenderia area. So I checked it out and my, to my surprise there were a lot of foods indeed almost in every corner of the place.The Hungarian sausage caught my eye (yes they sell Hungarian sausage in that Carenderia) but.. no,no thanks. There were also a whole lot of accessories line,I took a picture of it actually.

 But since I'm not actually a fan of Carenderia food, I smiled when I saw the famous green store, 7/11!

I can never go wrong with cheap but clean express food! I finished eating in less than 30 minutes hahaha I'm a pro! 

When I went back,the authenticated copy birth certificate is soo ready for me! 

Nice! In 30 minutes!

The Last Exorcism

Me and my office mates love to catch the last full show film since our shifts ends at  9pm.

So a while  ago we were talking about what movie are we going to see later after our shift.

From action to love stories to horror film,that's why we came up discussing about The last exorcism.

Have you guys seen it? Or have you seen any movie similar to it?

I have watched the The Exorcisms of Emily Rose and Maaan,It was..terrifying.I remember blogging about it 'coz after watching that film,I was being paranoid every night! Ahahah

So they were asking me if I want to see The Last Exorcism in DVD and I said NO. Ahahaha I just said no because I don't want to see that freaking movie or anything  close to that movie again! I know it's just a movie and I know,I, as a human who strongly believes in God should not get affected by those but why is it then that I can't watch horror films about exorcisms?

Because somewhere deep in me, these .. these SHIT  feels real.

Hang Over

My head is really aching. I went out with friends last night and I was really drunk that I forgot to take some photos.I miss having fun and the drink-till-you-drop kind of situation.Getting drunk is like having my coffee-the  feeling just gets better every time.hahaha so,I went home around 4am and woke up 9am and geared up and headed to NBI- Parksquare Makati to renew my clearance and man,I'm not surprise! The line was  endless! I wonder how many people are there everyday.Different faces-one goal, and that is to have the clearance renewed and get the hell out of there as soon as possible and as fast as they can.
How I hate doing this but when you are employed,you gotta do what you gotta do even if it means waking up as early as possible which I hate doing so.So even if I'm still under the influence of alcohol (lol),dizzy and suffering from a major headache-I fell in line.dammit!

Everyday scene in any NBI outlet.Endless line.Heat.Sweat.

where's Anne?

12:30 Pm and finally I had mine renewed in just 30 minutes,yes somehow compare to other NBI outlets,Makati square is pretty good..So if you guys are planning to renew your NBI clearance,Makati square is the best place to be.Be there before lunch because the mall opens at 10am.Make sure you had your breakfast.Expect an endless line at some time.Bring PSP, Mp4, cellphone or cam and chewing gum if you can so you won't die from boredom. Of course don't forget your old clearance and prepare p115 for the fee.For new clearance application,sad to say-you have to go to the main office located at Monumento.(I also went there but I was shocked when I saw that the line ends at the 3rd floor(the office is in the 5th floor). And yeah of course I suggests if you have a hang over just stay at home and just do the renewal thing the next day :)
Well I could have stayed at home but the HR is pressuring me.lol so might as well do it.

After NBI we headed to Glorietta to have lunch.I wanted MAXX for lunch but I was too weak to walk around so as soon as I saw Mcdonald's I went straight there to eat.

Spaghetti+chicken,twister fries,Big Mac and green apple float.

Who's hungry eh?

Pimples! see thaat? :) gee I still  look drunk here! hahaha

Little tummy was very satisfied :)

Okay that would be all for now,my head still aches and I'm craving for ramen so I'm gonna go out to have some. :) peace widye'all!

Dilemma

Everyday is a struggle when your not here,I find myself starring at your pictures as if you were sitting next to me.

Is it mind over matter or is it my heart preparing me for you being apart from me? 

However my faith for us wont subside it shall remain strong. 

I find myself emotionally drained at times,then I snap back to reality and realize I have to do this for us for our future.

It feels like every day drags, every minute is an hour, an hour is a day, a day feels like a week and each week feels like a month. Its so hard trying to get by without the person who means so much to you-like your own son.

LJ, 3 years old.His smile always makes my day complete.

Astaro, 2 months old. His cry breaks my heart.

Life is totally twisted, things change and shit happens.

but 99% percent,I believe, that It won't be forever like this.

Apart forever.

Years from now,I will wake up smiling.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

First time!

Thanks to Ellen for giving me this award! 

And now I would like to pass this award to:

Ishna

Jonathan 

Kim

Hazel

Tsina

Shari

To accept the Versatile Blogger Award there are some rules to follow:
1. Thank and link back to who gave you the award.
2. Share seven things about yourself.
3. Pass it along to seven blogs you've recently discovered and enjoy.
4. Leave your recipients a note, telling them about the award.

7 Facts About Me

   1.  I like bright neon colors and city highways filled with red cars, rainy Sunday afternoons,pizza and Beer. 

2.I love coffee & gummy bears.

    

3. I'm also a die-hard fan of Chocolate.

  

  4. Haters of Pork and Beans.

   

5. I'd watch talk show every hour of the day if I could.

   

6. I love Bob Marley.

    

7.My Ideal fun: I want it to be at the beach,bbq party,lots of beer and pizzaa and laughters.


 Now it's your turn to tag them. Enjoy! 

Pictures!

I think I had a boring New Year! Ahaha yeah,honestly saying,but it was all good! Asusual we just stayed at home the whole day because staying outside ain't safe with the kids.After twelve midnight we all went to sleep! (told ya, it was boring). So anyway, I'd rather talk about me going back to work rather than 2011! Ahaha, So yeah, after 60 days + 9 days extension (a total of 69 days) of leave-I'm finally and officially back to work.The first two days was a whole lot of picture taking and bonding days! Well I think they all missed me! 

 

 

Marj and I. (oh.she loves smiling like that! Soo tipid!)

Paolene and I. (She's new in our dept.)

 

Alma (talks about sex 24/7)lmao!!!, Marj and I 

Lesh,and I with Hannah our receptionists 

And me! They all said I still look good! Lmao

Like whatever! Ahahah

So there.. Again,I'm soo lazzy to say something! I just want my pictures posted here! Lmao