Everyday is a struggle when your not here,I find myself starring at your pictures as if you were sitting next to me.
Is it mind over matter or is it my heart preparing me for you being apart from me?
However my faith for us wont subside it shall remain strong.
I find myself emotionally drained at times,then I snap back to reality and realize I have to do this for us for our future.
It feels like every day drags, every minute is an hour, an hour is a day, a day feels like a week and each week feels like a month. Its so hard trying to get by without the person who means so much to you-like your own son.
LJ, 3 years old.His smile always makes my day complete.
Astaro, 2 months old. His cry breaks my heart.
Life is totally twisted, things change and shit happens.
but 99% percent,I believe, that It won't be forever like this.
Apart forever.
Years from now,I will wake up smiling.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
4 comments:
aww :( i can't imagine being away from my son :( it must really be hard. I hope you can be with him soon!
Btw. the blue bracelet is currently being asked by another blog friend of mine :) i'll put you next incase she doesn't get :)
I knoow :(( you're lucky coz you're with him.
Anyway! yeah please let me know!
Beks! Ngayon dalawa na silang namimiss mo. :(
I know right? Not cool :(
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