I'm on leave a for almost a week that's why I have enough time to update this blog. I promised my son LJ to keep it updated as much as I can so when He turns 18 (He's  5 now) He'll get to see/know  what I have gone and been trough while He's growing up, I told him to skip the make up review of course! :) and I also told him that by chance he'll be able to meet his brother A.K. he can let him know why sometimes I have to post some not so nice entry 'bout his Dad and his Dad's family. LJ said okay but I'm not quiet sure if He really cares or understand what  exactly what I was tryin' to say but He said okay so I'll take his word. :)

So after months of struggling with my love life way back and moving back at my sister's place made my bonding to my own family  tight more than what we used to. I had drinking session with my Dad- one on one not to mention heart to heart talk, I had so much time to hang out with my sister and her kids of course & prepare meals with Mom and play with LJ and I was surprised that it helped a lot-- It felt really good. It felt really good that after how many mistakes that I've done, they were just there at my back- all the time, and oh- my relatives as well, It's funny how they just smile at me and offer beer and sit down and talk about what happened. I'm thankful that I was not alone when all along I thought I was.

My Mom, Dad and LJ at Star City

The whole gang at some resort at Cavite.

The family! Look at LJ hahahah

Me, Will. Macoi and his lola.

Just so you know

Sabi ng kapatid ko ACCEPTANCE is the key.

Life is a lot easier when you aren't beating yourself up all the time. If you're not happy with a current relationship  for whatever reason, then end it. If you think you guys are not going anywhere, then end it.
Sometimes you have to accept the truth that no matter how you want to hold on and how you want to work things out with that person, but that person is super deadma lang- then you know you gotta end it.

which  I'm glad I did.

You can curse me from my head to my toe. You can let everybody know that I'm a bitch--but It would not take away the truth, that You were dumped simply because you were  not man enough to handle a relationship, takot ka sa nanay mo oo-- I guess that's the main reason why you can't even decide on your own.
So okay, I'll let you say whatever you wanna say-post it on FB and on Twitter- I DON'T care-- ( I deleted you anyway)
but just so you know, It will not make you  a better person. So if I were you, stop being so bitter about it- go out and have fun, forgive and let's be friends for the kid sake, of course.

I have accepted that- you + me = World War 3 and that your family will never be like a real family to me and that you really deserve someone else and that I deserve someone else (much better) as well.

I have updated this blog not because of you- but to let our common friends (and strangers too) know that once and for all, I'd like to say that yes, it was primarily your fault and I know you know that (and I'm not writing it here to rub it in.)but to let you know,that after all I deserve some respect (which I never got from you & your family by the way).
So whoever I am with right now, respect that. If I changed my FB status to being in a relationship with a different guy now-  makes you feel bad about it-then feel it-- that feeling is not even close with how I felt when you told me that I am not your responsibility at all considering that we have a kid- and that feeling is not even close with how I felt with all the Insults that I heard from your family. So again, if you're feeling bad about it, bad is not even close with how I felt before.So just feel it and accept it.

Because no matter how you try to make your self believe that  I'm unhappy-- I am HAPPY now. and this feeling is not even close when I was with you. Kuha mo? Mag move on ka na nga.

#JustSayin'


*End of this so emo and negative post. Next post will not be a trash post I promise. :D

OMG, It's confirmed!

I've always had a weakness for a boy with a guitar and a drink in his hand, for a great lookin', great body and bald boy until I got tired of it so I said to my self, why not try to hook up with a lot kinda of different guy.You know the kinda of guy you usually see at the hall,elevator or even at the pantry at work.The serious kind of guy who wears eye glasses like Harry Potter's with a tea in his hand.
And so I met someone..
He's the typical but I could stare at him forever.
He's quiet but he's good at makin' u feel kilig..
I wonder why I never heard him went out with anyone.
He wears green most of the time, maybe its his favorite color.
He's someone that Im starting to like..
But..
He's.. someone that I never thought He could be..

and It's confirmed.

He's gay.

Damn. ;)

Betta late than neva!

FYI. It’s a super late short “happy coffee day entry”.  Ehehe

Please bear with this lady who has this weird habit of composing an entry but tends to forget to hit the “publish post” button. Silly.

BETTER LATE THAN NEVER, they say.

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This morning I had coffee like the usual and just like the usual..  Every cup reminds of you.

I remember that one time, you made me one with a note beside it and it says:

“I know how much you look forward for every morning because of this God damn dark liquid! ;)

And I want you to know that I’m willing to make you a cup-forever or at least, for how long you want me to.”

Shit. That was the very first moment that I realized that somehow, I’m pretty! LMAO.

It has been six long years and I have now more reason to wake up and look forward for every sunrise.

(Eg reason: The sound of that freaking alarm clock, to prepare breakfast for boyfriend, the laundry, and the unreasonably and undeniably messy apartment!)

And it hasn’t exactly been the same like the morning I used to have with you. Things are lot more different now I thought.

Life and love has been tough and I wonder how have you been after that morning.

Oh well, I wish you happiness and love (promise! Mamatay man!)

You will always be my favorite coffee buddy.

I miss you.

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And this a video from Taylor Swift (not a fan of her but I like the lyrics) to complete the emo morning of mine.

Back to December.

Chapter 1

Suup ye'all?! Bet ye'all missin' me! :)

Anyhow, I wonder how its like to be idle for a while so.. I was idle for a while! :)

Its been a couple of months since I left work and Ive been..

pigging out!

chocolates!

@Ice berg!

sa Binyagan! hahaha

Maxx Chicken all you can!

@ Dampa,Sea food!

 Ive been trippin' and playin' around!

been giggling!

 

and laughin'!

Ive been completely enjoying my so called life! :) and to be honest, it feels good!

I will be defenitely doing it over AND over again!

This Monday I will be working on a new environment and with new people! and will update this blog as soon as I can!

Holla!

Review: Mary Kay Creme Lipstick

Without a doubt, Angelina's lips are one of her greatest features and most recognizable traits.
Same with mine. LOL I mean seriously! but for me people notice my lips not because they're pretty but because they are  big!  So.. finding a perfect lip wear for me is always a big challenge.

until I discover Mary Kay!

"Getting gorgeous is easy with the perfect shade of lipstick, on-trend eye colors, mascara that delivers mile-long lashes and a kiss of cheek color."

Mary Kay has a variety of lip wear selection,

but there's this one lipstick shade from Creme Lipstick collection that really caught my attention,

The new Beauty That Counts® Mary Kay® Creme Lipstick in Give Dreams provides a vibrant color for fair and medium skin tone.

I love all of them! but I must say that the dusty rose shade really suits my full lips! check this out!

without flash

with flash

with flash and with naughty smile! lol

with flash / close up and without flash

Long-wearing, stay-true color glides on with a lightweight creamy texture!

. This limited-edition* lipstick comes in a specially-designed tube with the word "thank you" in 13 languages softly wrapped around it.

and you know what's awesome about it is if you purchase the limited-edition* Beauty That Counts® Mary Kay® Creme Lipstick from May 16 through December 31, 2011, $1 will be donated (from each sale of Beauty That Counts® Mary Kay® Creme Lipstick) in Give Dreams, a local charitable institution ito help change lives of women and children.

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• Long wearing.
• It's perfect for everyday wear.
• It glides easily! 
• No weird taste.
• Smells just fine.
• Mary Kay does not conduct animal testing for its products and is a PETA (People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals) pledge member.  :) (yeah!)

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• You will have to meet up or talk to their beauty consultants to know more about it or any of their products. They don't have a market stall inside the mall.

You guys can check them here! or call (632) 859-6211. :)

Nevertheless, It's all good! It's an awesome limited edition!


 Wait there's more! A friend will hook me up a Mary Kay's compact this week!

Will do a review about it as soon as I can!

Holla atcha guys next time!

Team Building. Warning: Photos Much!

So.. I've been idle for almost a week and that's because I don't feel like going on line. My twitter account has been idle too and so as facebook. I've been busy busy-busyhan with work. Sa sobrang busy, I once had this "violation" for browsing "non-business related" sites. I was browsing Angel Locsin's official website. Hehe I'm not a fan but I saw her trending on yahoo,got curious and then.. yes, my superior caught me and next thing I knew, She, my boss and I had a "closed door" meeting.
Word of the day? "IMMATURE".
Am I?  I don't know.. one thing's for sure.. It sucks to hear the word. :(
I guess,I made a mistake, but we all make mistake sometimes! :(
and What's important is we learned from that mistake.

but that doesn't stop me from  going to our team building! Hahaha.
We went to Butterfly Haven in Pulilan,Bulacan. It would only take you less than an hour to get there, para lang akong nag-mall. The place is not that awesome, plus I'm not really a fan of butterfly no matter how colorful they are,simply because-they are still worms.. and I hate worms..

WARNING: Photo heavy.

The pool area.

Man, I love Santol! This will welcome you as you get there!

 

The company Van and it's Logo.

That's me (left) waving sa Camera (feeling Bb. Pilipinas talaga) lol and the rest of the Batch 2.

for the sake of blogging.. they were able to convinced me to go with them at the Butterfly Haven.
and.. OhmyGawd.. pag pasok ko pa lang.. bonngang worms na ang sumalubong sa akin!

ewww...

another ewww...

Pupas!

All grown up! Finally, much better!

Me at the Butterfly Haven, look how I was trying to do a fake smile.I don't really wanna sit there baka kasi may worms! Haha but they all succeed! SMILE!

Just when you taught that the photos has just ended.. nah, here.. scroll down for more! Hahaha..


There was this Ancestral house just right beside the raven, Everything really looks and smells old. Hahah but I like old and vintage things and of course I gotta have a picture of it.

The vintage bench.

The Piano. Hi daw sabi ng likod ko! hehe

After  strolling, we headed on the pool! This is what I like about get aways! Water! :)

well I thought the pool is just for kids!

but it's like 10 feet! goodness! look how I struggled to get back! hahah

Mhel and Me

Cam whoring!

'ssup? Hehehe

My sarong. and yes, I support reggae! :)

I told them to pose so I can mention them here, but unfortunately.. My digicam did not cooperate! hehehe

we love lechon! :)

'yung ibang food, bago ko pa man makuhaan ng picture, nawala na sa table! LMAO! #PG lang

I enjoyed the team building, like really. One of the awesome things about it is that you get to know your team really well. I mean well, like I have been working with these guys for years now, pero ngayon ko lang na-appreciate, cute din naman pala sila! Hahaha.

Last na picture na 'to promise! Hahaha

Headin' home. We went to Starbucks before we went home so we could have our daily caffeine boosts.

*Nag i-Starbuks din ako, hindi lang ako nagpapa-picture!*

LMAO!!!

Foods+Alcohol+Family Bonding

Last Sunday way my Aunt's birthday, she's the younger sister of my mom and I love her because she is like a second mother to me. :) So after my shift I headed to their place and guess what?  Man, I love birthdays! And who cares if I got all soaked up because of the heavy rain? 

All that awaits me. .

Pancit Palabok

Meat Ball Spaghetti

Deep fried chicken wings!

Fried coated Sugpo head

Fried lumpiang Shanghai

Chocolate Cake from Mary Grace!

Yes! I know the Cake looks sooo boring! but DO NOT underestimate it's taste! Hahah it is the big bomb!

I only took photos of my favorites and binabalik-balikan sa lamesa! Hahah there were a lot of foods served but I just can't say no to all of the pictures above! I know! I'm so matakaw!

After I ate, my cousins asked me if we could drink a little so we could talk and catch things up.

And drink a little means. .

Beer. Brandy and Rhum.

No, not in that particular order! but I swear, I cant remember how many bottles of Beer, Rhum and brandy we nailed down! With them I always see a night of drinking as a marathon, not a sprint.

They took a photo of me, a little drunk and little hazy but not yet sober.  :)

Foundation:Surreal Skin Mineral Make Up in Dream, Concealer:Maybelline Cover Stick corrector/concealer in yellow 190, Blush:Microquatic Gel-to-Powder BLush in Malay reef, Eye shadow:Stila Eye shadow Pan, Eye liner:Maybelline Unstoppable Eyeliner, Lip gloss:Estee Lauder Pure Color Gloss in  electric ginger

Boracay Rhum in Coconut flavored, try it! Para kang umiinom ng virgin coconut oil! Hahaha I love Rhum than beer and Brandy, but hell who cares! As long as you're in good company I think what matters most is the time that you guys are sharing because nothin' beats family bonding!
and the best part of it? VIDEOKE.

We rented a Videoke Bin for unlimited songs! and yes as you can see, my Aunt is religious just like that!

Pirates of the Caribbean is now showing in 3D! I'm outta here!